I am very sorry if this appears to be a giant ramble of nonsense, however I would appreciate any comments or advice, so to speak on my "Issue" I guess you could say.....
I recently started university, literally this week. If I am honest it has been a bit tough this week. I am already beginning to feel as if this year is going to be uninspiring, however I am determined to get through it. *For the record, I commute to university*.
But university is not my core issues, something else has plagued my mind as of late.
I am turning 20 in less than two-weeks and have only ever had one short relationship. It lasted for three-weeks and was back in March/April. I have not had any sexual experience or even any real feelings for a woman before.
As I now depart my teens, I really feel as if I want a relationship and some kind of sexual experience, I almost feel deprived at times. But as a modest person I do not let these desires/emotions be known to everyone, simply because it is hardly appropriate.
Am I overthinking things? Do I need to just take it day by day?
Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated, thanks a lot!
When is yours coming?