Hi! I'm a female and ever since I was old enough to understand what babies are... I said I never want any.
I always said I don't want kids and I don't want to get married, most adults in my life said that by the time I'm 15 I'll be dreaming of being a wife and a mother... they were wrong!
I'm 16 now, the idea of pregnancy absolutely repulses me, the word 'wife' makes me cringe and thinking of changing diapers makes me want to throw up.
I don't have a problem with having a boyfriend/girlfriend, it's all good fun until you bring in marriage... and 'family life'.
First of all, why do I need a legal agreement to validate my love for someone? why is being a 'wife' so much better than being a girlfriend? when i think of the word 'wife' I picture a sad middle aged woman that sits at home all day, doing nothing but changing diapers and having a little parasite suck on her nipple~ disgusting.
I hate kids altogether, not just the idea of pushing one out of myself but the way they behave; at first they cry all the time and **** themselves, then they run around screaming like idiots, then they throw tantrums, then they demand money from you and then they leave you forever without even a 'thank you' for the 18 years of suffering you just went through.
it's so awkward when someone asks me if I want to hold their ****ing new born that they pushed out of their vagina last week. No thanks it looks like ET and I don't want it anywhere near me.
Why are humans so obsessed with procreation, there's nothing special about creating more of something that we've already got too much of.
I just want to find someone that I can have fun with, who I can create a bond of mutual love and support with and who I can just have to appreciate me and for me to appreciate them.
Is this wrong? is my brain broken? everyone around me thinks im defective.
Thoughts?