(Original post by anonoymous123)
I have been brought up to be an Ahmadi Muslim but over time I have started doubting the religion. Recently, I have discovered that I do not agree with the religion at all and would like to stop wearing the head scarf (which i was forced to wear) and want to stop following the teachings of Islam. However, if I leave Islam, my family will dis-own me and I know this as my uncle and aunt left Islam and the whole family has lost contact with them. What should I do?
salam sister, i was born ahmadi, was born in rabwa. all my family are all ahmadi, we have worked many years in fazal mosque. i left Jamat 10 years ago, in fact i left everything to do with religion 10 years ago. my understanding from very young age was there is only one truth and that is Ahamdiyyat. as i had keep intrest in religion, some one advised me to read, read Mirza sahib books, as i could read urdu very well, when this person advised me to read Mirza sahib books, i felt really stupid, how told myself how stupid , i never thought of reading Rohanni Khazaain , the wealth mirza sahib has left , and i start reading that wealth, the more i was reading, the more i was getting concerned , and the question occuring to me after reading no one has answers for those, if they did have answers, they were all based on more stories , i had very close friend ship with some top jamat Molvies, non of them could answer my questions, all they were just adding more stories. i spent few years as a non-believer, however, i always used to pray in my heart, please show me right path, please do not leave me alone, my soul was not satisfied as non believer , my family did not wanna know me, they just wanted me to stop questioning and join Jamat again. its long story, if you do wanna know please let me know , i will tell you. Islam has very few simple commands, in regards to parda, i will tell you, Allah says to man first in Chapter Noor, to keep your eyes down, and do not wear revealing clothes, only one extra command to woman, as woman body structure due to childbearing capacity is different than man, that commandment is just to protect woman from those animals who do not follow Allah commands. Alllah says clearly in sura noor Pull that cloth over you when you are in public, the scarf is not compulsory, its just an extra thing due to culture woman has started doing it. pardaa do start from man, the first commandment of Allah is towards man.