I feel pretty ****ed. Realistically, it's not that bad, but still, I've been a lazy moron as usual. I need to have my supervisor and title for my dissertation sorted by October 29th. Seems like a long time, obviously, but we were supposed to talk to a bunch of staff at the end of last year or over summer if necessary and I just haven't. And I keep excusing myself from doing anything, saying that I can't see anyone in person until I go back anyway, and so not much can be accomplished, so I might as well do nothing, but it's still just constantly bothering me. I'm so indecisive and unassertive and my level of procrastination in certain matters is just stupid. I know there will be people in a similar boat to me but most of those who care a lot and are interested in doing a PhD are waaaay ahead of me because they're not morons. I'm also just terrified about the amount of work a dissertation will be.