This girl is killing me mentally. Please I need serious help? Watch
Stop putting her on a pedestal, block all communication with her and move on with your life.
I have been trying to forget about this girl I have been obsessed with, I travelled to where she lived in the hope of seeing her ffs. I have been obsessed with her since May, I have tried everything to get her out of my mind. But she always finds a way back to be in my mind. She's beautiful, she's the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. But she runs away from me and is clearly not interested, I have creeped and scared her away. I have had some crap times and I have creeped her out completely. But even after knowing this I still can't forget about her. What is my last resort? Do I give a thorough apology to her even though she's avoiding me at all costs? I have her phone number, I can easily text her an apology, or call her. What should I do? This girl is ruining me, it's been like this for months now.
Look at yourself, and getting help for yourself, rather than using her as a distraction. Your unrequited 'love' obsession, isn't actually love.