Tuesday, 7 November - This too shall pass
I knew today would be unproductive when I went to bed at 3 am. I was in such high spirits yesterday and this has brought me crashing back down. For the whole day, I've been so angry with myself for going to bed so late, for being so stupid. This pervading anger didn't just prevent me from being productive but also from looking after myself. The only thing I've eaten today is a small bowl of tortellini, a cereal bar, and a magnum. Bar a small excursion to the shops, I've kept myself in my room all day. I did manage a couple small tasks. I wrote about half a minute of my piece and wrote out a list of all the 42 pieces which we could be tested on in the listening exam. I can't let this anger-sadness (I can't think of the right word to describe it) control me but I'd be lying if knew how to prevent it. I tend to be ok by the next morning so hopefully, that'll be the case today.
Well, I'm gonna do some yoga. I'm on day 11 and I'm not gonna let my incompetence ruin my streak. Maybe if I have some time before bed I'll do a French lesson. If you're reading this, I'd love you to comment just so I know who's actually following my blog.
UPDATE: I’ve done my yoga and while I didn’t do a French lesson, I did 100 flash cards so hey... the day ended well.