This is difficult to write, because I feel so pathetic doing so....
I have a problem (at least it feels like one) where everything I do just seems ...pointless.
Getting good grades, college, uni blah blah that’s the only thing I’m kinda (I feel) here for. I find it really difficult to imagine what I’d do if it weren’t for further education/ job. Because I feel like life :it’s all cliche and predictable.
And the more I think about life as a whole- it’s boring ...literally a repetitive **** cycle.
I’ll probably get people telling me to do something “fun”, alright let’s say I ‘did’. It’ll cause me (at most) momentary joy, then it back to my usual state of mind.
I have no idea if anything I have said makes any sense, it’s difficult to write about how I feel (gosh this is cringeworthy).
And no I’m not suicidal....
I just don’t understand why I have to be so.... pessimistic
What’s wrong with me ?? watch
- Thread Starter
- 08-11-2017 22:45
- 09-11-2017 05:46
Sometimes I feel this way. I tend to think of these times as times when I need to concentrate on what is actually going off with me. Something somewhere somehow is making me feel that everything you decried above is reality ‘ to me at least,at that time’
Often we can take life in itself for granted. I find that the ability to reflect is really beneficial to me. To just stop,look,feel,here,see and listen to slay is all around is. Reflect on reality and the here and now. Appreciation for the tiniest of things i feel is so valuable. Spending time with those less fortunate than myself is also s real eye opener , more insightful than you could ever imagine , especially if it’s nothing you’ve considered before. Life’s a bag of opportunity and experienced and it is ultimately upto us how we experience it. However being open to new things and feeling I personally feel are the greatest gifts of all and empower us in so many ways