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    I am a 20 year old women refusing to get out of bed and hiding under the covers because I believe I can't hurt anyone there. All I do is hurt people I'm incapable of being a decent human being. I'm having daily breakdowns about this and blame myself for other people's problems. I suddenly feel so guitly about everything I have ever said that could be interrupted in a negative way. I have no intrest in anything anymore no dreams goals not looking forward to anything. The only thing stopping me from hurting myself is my partner and I feel it would cause him more pain and me causing people pain is the cause of my pain. I feel empty I feel numb and I am struggling to see a light at the end. I feel worthless like I'm unworthy to be living and that someone who deserves it should have my life. Someone sat me down today and said I think you may have depression so I thought I would come here for some advice or opinions on this. I would be so greatful for any advice as I feel awful. Thank you

    Hi I’m really sorry that you have to go through this
    I’m 17 years old and have mental disorder issue, I was in depression for more than a year and I had to go through it on my own. I feel like I can relate to you as I felt similar things and still do. I’m going to be honest you can get better one step at a time and whether you become this amazing person who gets over it, you never really do get over it. Your going to have to find a way to admit that to yourself, you can’t go around this issue you have to go right through it.

    Seems like you have a partner who there for you, I’m guessing that you don’t open up that much as you feel like your emotions will be a burden for them. Well let me tell you it’s not, if your partner is asking how your really feeling, then tell him. As a partner he has committed himself for the good and bad times, I’m. It saying to lay everything out at once, I’m saying take your time opening up. You would be surprised on after awhile of opening up it doesn’t feel like a burden, it feels good to be able to say it out in the air. Honestly that’s what we sometimes need to do, just say it out loud.

    Have you tried to talk to a specialist?
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