Aha, I like some of the positivity given, and I'm aware that it'd be a difficult task. I view life as a sand glass which is forever ticking - At night, through day, and yet it's almost always invisible. Time is a currency which leaks from your pocket at every moment where you choose to turn your back on it. It leaves you asking the question 'did I mess up?' or 'am I a failure?' until the point where you stand late in life... Drunk on sorrow, to tell yourself 'I could have been someone' but so could anyone. If they just didn't turn their back or shut their eyes. My previous school declined my proposal to continue studying on rather cold terms. They essentially sacrificed my future because it would have cost them money...
Of course, I understand this reason and I can't blame them for their funding or my apparently-indecisive nature, but at the same time I refuse to outright let my time run out, and I believe that no one should throw away their chance at a future where they never want to look away and waste it. But regret that they didn't spend enough time with it. Meh. I need resources and information, that'll be a start. 700 hours are supposedly required. Full-time employment is 35 hours a week. Four weeks of 35 make 140 hours. In six months, there should be about 840 of these hours. I'm not saying there are 840 hours in 6 months. That's ludicrous. That's just about how much time I'd have if 35 hours a week were put in, meaning it could absolutely be done if I were to study the correct syllabus, read over exemplar answers, and use external resources to understand underlying concepts. In total, there are 4380 hours in six months. Anyone here good enough at maths to help me out on how I should organise time, as well as resources to read and study?