Since I can remember I have hated to be having to grow breasts until I reach my teen. I am nor too small nor big, but I found myself days longing again for being flat chested and be a guy, but not macho guy. Gay or bisexual as I have always felt attracted to women and then don't. I find myself most of the times staring at the males clothes section wanting to wear it, but I've only gone tracksuit and hoodie. I want to wear boots, shirt and skinny jeans and short hair sometimes. However, I also want to wear dresses and feel feminine. I don't know if I am transgender, but this has bugging me since I was a child. What am I? I've problem with pubic hair and I want to grow it so I don't have the pressure as a girl to be very attractive then I feel disgust (as I've been heavily bullied for it) then I want to be looking sexy and the gorgeous women in the world then goes back with wanting to be a guy. Is like yoyo feeling all the time. What am I? Should I ask professional help for this? Please help I don't know what to do.