lol In a way I feel like I should be more upset than I am.. I guess I'm confused more than anything.. we've broken up once before and I was devistated, but this time I feel like I know I love her and should be more upset than I am, but on the other hand feel so different to last time.. She has a habit of making everything seem like my fault, and it was getting hard as it felt like I was constantly trying to keep her happy, but I'm really missing certain things about her.. It sounds selfish, but it almost sounds like the relationship had to be at her convenience..