I'm a 19-year-old girl and already afraid of growing up. I feel there's a lot of pressure to behave a certain way when you turn a certain age. I'm frustrated because I feel I haven't done a lot of things I wanted while growing up because of personal issues and now I'm expected to be this serious adult that I'm not. Like I should now be what everyone expects me to be and I just feel bad because I cant be who I really am. I don't know if I will be able to handle all of what growing up means. I'm scared of my parents dying and things changing. On top of everything, I've suffered from depression, anxiety, and OCD all my life so I've always felt alone and dependent. When I was 17 I wanted to move out (I still live with my parents btw) you know the typical wish of having no rules and do whatever I want, but know I just feel that I'll lose the last stability I still have in my life, my family. My parents were always overprotective so maybe that's the reason why I feel the way I do, idk. tbh, I'm scared. I've gone through a lot already growing up these years and I don't know if I'll have the strength to keep going.