Not to be dramatic, but its been long since I was hoping to find a girl who would match me you know and I have had some which got close to attain it but somehow in the middle turned out to disappoint me or things didn't go well. Thats what I always say, with females I can be either up or down, but the cycle always ends up downwards. I m 18 and just started off college, but idk haven't found someone who really entices me (psychologically and physically) and the ones that have, lets say, either isn't reciprocal or dont work out well... just as a note, i m a bit insecure about my physical traits, if that is whats ****ing me up. My instagram is freecciardi id ask if some girls could give a check and tell what they think like what are the traits they enjoy the most and stuff. I m a bit depressed with the girls issue so this probably is a desperate and impulsive post but **** it, mistakes are to be mad