So it turns out my level 3 apprenticeship diploma isn’t worth the same as a normal btec diploma (which is not communicated anywhere useful) and it’s only the equivalent to two A levels, hence rejection city.
My routes are Access to HE or a foundation year (preferable) but my mind isn’t letting go. It’s telling me I don’t deserve it, that i’m just a burden and taking other routes means i’m stupid and not worthy to get into anywhere good. Now i’m doubting myself, even with access or foundation degree, why would a uni accept me? I’ll still be the same person I am now. They’ll just be pressured to let me in because I have some more grades.
Idk what the point is, just to rant, to see if anyone else is suffering mass uni rejection blues. I always knew it was a long shot so I shouldn’t be this down. The “whats the point” voice is loud as hell.
Whiny b*** out ✌🏼