Mental health UK Watch
It has always been one thing after another, I hate my life not life altogether, I'm around so many people with luck and happiness, doing well for themselves then there's me, failing at everything and probably will never get a dream job, what do I do? I try to be positive and it lasts for about a day before I fall back into this negativity.
As for money, are you renting somewhere? You could apply for housing benefit. You could also look into other benefits - I don't know exactly how they work I'm afraid but severe depression and anxiety is counted as a disability if it last long enough so you may qualify, that would certainly take some of the financial pressure off.
If you have severe anxiety are you sure you could drive a car? When I was a teenager I tried to learn but my anxiety always got the better of me. You may qualify for a bus pass if your anxiety is too bad for you to drive.
Just a few ideas. I hope you feel better soon!