I think I have BDD.
sometimes when I'm sat in class all I can think about is breathing in so I don't look fat & sticking my neck out so I don't have a double chin. sometimes I'll move my jaw to uncomfortable angles just so I don't look fat. I'll sit pouting to make my lips look bigger and raise my eyebrows slightly to make my eyes look wide. I must look weird.
it's affecting the way I socialise, I'm convincing myself other people don't want to be around me because of the way I look. if anyone compliments me I instantly distrust them. I used to take selfies but I took them down because they didn't look like me. I used to have tinder but I deleted it because I felt like I was lying to everyone on there.
I'm 18 but nobody has ever been attracted to me.
I don't know how to cope with this feeling.
How are you celebrating?