I just wanna get some thoughts out of my head and essentially cry.
I'm alone...but I can act confident, like my life is going in the right direction, I don't need anyone. but I'm the definition of alone.
This sounds stupid but no one's ever hugged me before, except my mum.
I'm no one's friend. I haven't received a text message from any "friend" . I know it's meant to be mutual, but I seem to drive people away.
No my life is s h I t, idk if it's going in the right direction tbh, but I do know it's so uncomfortable being me. Not being able to talk to people , especially girls.
I feel better now, enough to be able to go to sleep.
...Should I go back to school?