Every time I look at myself I feel so gross and ugly I see how uneven everything is and how big my nose is and how small my lips are
Then I look at my body and feel fat and frumpy and just so disgusting.
I see how other girls are blonde have shiny hair and amazing skin and makeup and amazing clothes and in brown haired freckles and no money for nice things makes em feel so inferior to anyone
If someone even looks at my funny I’ll replay it in my head for days on end and cry about it
I do suffer from anxiety and I have a very low self esteem I haven’t been diagnosed with depression but I seriously think I have it reasons why;
I’m always demotivated
Always feel very low and ugly
I cry almost every day about small things
Constantly compare myself to other people
I used to self half very often and think about killing my self just to end everyone’s misery and my own I probably wouldn’t. Ever have the guts to do it but it crosses my mind daily like when I’m near a road or a bridge
I want to be alone, not around my family st all I feel cringe and weird around anyone what’s wrong with me
But did you bother to watch?