I’m 17, a girl and as far as I know I’m straight. I don’t really wanna be judged I just want to know what to do because it just doesn’t seem normal Basically I don’t really know how to say this but I get like obsessed with people. So like for example as the winter Olympic s are taking place, I’ve been to see some sports and I just get like ‘obsessed’. So like I’ll have fantasies that I’m part of the team and I know them personally and stuff and it’s never anything sexual but more platonically. Like I remember 4 years ago when the olympics were talking palace the same thing happened and I used to dream I was part of the team etc. Another example is a teacher at my old school who I was really close with, I literally had fantasies that we were sisters or something again never anything sexual. Another one is when I had a crush on this boy, I’d fully go out of my way to walk past him and would have fantasies that we were actually together when we weren’t. It’s always in phases, so like I’ll be obsessed for a couple of weeks maybe but when I am like I’m constantly daydreaming and it’s so weird and now that I type it all out I get how weird it is and how it’s probably gonna sound. But ones things for sure, apart from my crush, these ‘obsessions’ have always been platonic so I’m so confused really. I have a family and me and my parents aren’t particularly close but we aren’t distant or anything like that.
Do they actually matter?