This is a little messed up, but I wanted to know if anyone had a similar experience. I used to have eating disorders a few years ago, and while I have pulled myself out of it, I feel the urge sometimes. As messed up as it sounds, on some level they really gave me a sense of purpose and direction, and control, things which I lack a lot of the time now. Wondered if anyone has felt the same.
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