Im 17 and im studying full time at college. I met my girlfriend over 14 months ago and everything was just amazing at the start. It was like it was meant to be. I’ve never been the same person that i was at the start for the last 9 months almost and this is why.
I constantly live in fear. Previously my girlfriend was more socially active than now and i know she does enjoy social media. This makes me feel uncomfortable even though i know it shouldn’t. Especially snapchat - the insecurity i feel is pushing me to feel so down i struggle to hold a conversation with my parents.
My friends all left me. Im totally isolated in the sense that she still has her friends but i dont have mine. I made that choice and thats on me. This then still however makes me feel down, upset and a touch jealous when she says she wants to go out with friends.
Recently these feelings have caused me to create arguments between us. We are growing apart and im at last hopes now.
I love my girlfriend and id be lost without her. I just want to make her proud. However with the arguments, i feel she will go soon. Because, really why wouldnt she?
Im just looking for any advice on the situation and how i can make this better. Thanks
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