Right......oh no... I guess I better post this. How weird is this?
I read racoons response. I thought about it for a second. And it popped into my head, to google 'god called me and i ignored it.' so I did do. Im bored. Ok?
There were over 3 million google results. I randomly without thought, scrolled down and clicked on one completely randomly.
Page opens. First thing I read is this:
"One of the things we discussed during class was what happens when a person does not take up the mantle. When a person gets a spiritual calling and does not heed to the call. I explained things expressed upon the stubborn and unwilling person who chooses not to follow their path. Often this can manifest into a physical illness upon the person, specifically one major illness which science to date cannot understand."I was diagnosed with a very rare illness, in 2010. Affects 1 in 10,000 people in the UK. They do not know the cause of this disease. [Sarcoidosis.] Been through hell with it. Terrible illness with awful side effects.
[To be classified as a rare illness, the NHS says it has to be at least 1 in 500.]
If thats not bad enough.....
The chances of my disease progressing to its end stage, [post stage 4] pulmonary fibrosis, is 2-4% of the 1 in 10,000. So I havent done the math, but Im like one in a million or something stupidly ridiculous.
I mean, WTF............
................should I even be sharing this with a bunch of strangers, mainly kids on a forum?!?!?!
Maybe I should start going to church or something?