Hi all, I am a first year student midwife and am currently in a difficult position. I don't know if Midwifery is for me? It is hard for me to grasp this idea as all my life choices were based around this job prospect. I am so fortunate to have been accepted first time into this course which is making me even more anxious. I was wondering if anyone has experienced this and have no idea what to do. I love the theory side of midwifery however the placement side is the problem as I am very shy and am constantly anxious and depressed before attending it. I need all the help I can get.