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    I’ve been belittled, degraded and dehumanised all my life and living a world that isn’t made for autistm people like myself had been a massive challenge. For the past 2 years I’ve turned to rage and violence since it’s feel it’s the only way I could defuse situations. I had the tendency punch walls, damage property, lashing out at random people in public, lashing out at other drivers o the road, got into a few fist fights with people etc. Before I let the hate got he better of me I was very suicidal, weak, people used to walk over me etc so when I had enough I decided to become a very angry bitter person. It’s not something I’m proud of but I dont want to take s**t from anyone anymore.

    A little about myself: I’m 23, been rejected by all university choices years ago, got no friends(just a few aquantances) never had a girlfriend, never had sex, girls never showing the slightest interest in me are also a contributing factor.
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    sex and girls do not define who you are.

    have you seen someone about this to control your emotions? my advice is to focus on yourself and build up walls to not let yourself get hurt

    noone can change the past but the fact that you know it was because you let other people get to you, it's a start. you need to remmeber that it isnt true and that you are who you are
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    I’ve been belittled, degraded and dehumanised all my life and living a world that isn’t made for autistm people like myself had been a massive challenge. For the past 2 years I’ve turned to rage and violence since it’s feel it’s the only way I could defuse situations. I had the tendency punch walls, damage property, lashing out at random people in public, lashing out at other drivers o the road, got into a few fist fights with people etc. Before I let the hate got he better of me I was very suicidal, weak, people used to walk over me etc so when I had enough I decided to become a very angry bitter person. It’s not something I’m proud of but I dont want to take s**t from anyone anymore.

    A little about myself: I’m 23, been rejected by all university choices years ago, got no friends(just a few aquantances) never had a girlfriend, never had sex, girls never showing the slightest interest in me are also a contributing factor.
    You need to be completely honest about everything that you’re going through at the moment and tell your GP. You need specialist support. Make sure they know you’re about your autism if they don’t already. I completely understand your frustrations despite not being autistic having problems of any kind can really lead to feels of despair and frustration which can turn into anger. Also speak to your main carer.
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