I'm NOT saying don't go to a specialist... But would just like to add that sometimes, the support and understandin of other - unqualified - people is far more helpful than say talking therapy or a meal plan being given to you... I was anorexic - pretty severely so about a year ago - for three years and despite having therapy from the very beginning of my problems, the thing that helped me the most was talking to people who were in the same position and who also wanted t get better. We motivate and encourage each other and because we're going through the same things its easier to give people advice and relate to what they are saying. And this was on an internet forum. Its of course also important to have a lot of real, supportive and caring friends around you in real life, it was certainly the key to my recovery. An ED is a horrible thing and they don't develop overnight so nor do they vanish overnight. You've just gotta keep working at it, even on the days when you can almost not bring yourself to get out of bed and face the world: DO IT. Even when your brain is screaming at you that you are fat and don't deserve food/should throw up then ignore it and EAT because the moment that you start to give in to the disorder is the moment when you begin to slide downhill again.. I've been there so many times