So, I have a bit of a dilemma.
I share a group of friends with a girl I thought was my best friend.
Same one I posted about ages ago, probably should have explained more to the story.
SO I have been seeing a guy from the same group. It's only been a month, but she's telling everyone it's been 5 and I've been abandoning her for him (which I actually haven't - I see him on a weekday and her on weekends) and she said I was just his rebound.
At the start of January, we were all at a party. People were drinking, etc, said friend sexually assaulted me.
Now - given I've experienced it in the past, I had a massive panic attack. She knew what she did and others seen it. I didn't want to go home with her, and pretty much cut contact. She had my stuff, so I asked to meet up to get it and she wanted to talk out whatever was going on (despite knowing).
So we meet up. She keeps me waiting 40 minutes to where she said to meet, said I never turned up because she was in a different coffee shop to the one she said she would be in.
She then told me I had 4 weeks to tell her about the assault - which I did that day and night - and said she has no control over what people think of me, despite her spreading the rumours.
Now, nearly all the friends in our friend group have blocked me/unfriended me instead of asking my side of things.
I already struggle with personality disorder, the fear of losing people is real so when this all happened, I just keep breaking down. I can't even explain my side of the story because everyone blocked me as soon as.
Anyone else been in similar?
I know they aren't real friends if they jump to the first story they are told, but I wish they had at least asked, as I struggle to make friends.