I lived with my narc mum and my 'enabler' dad, it was hell and i left yesterday. I now live with my older brother who also has fell out with them for the same reasons. Although i left the house my brother is still there (he's 16 and im 18 soon) and i miss him so much i feel physically sick and i feel like doing something stupid becuase of this whole situation. I feel like my brother might fall out with me (we are very close) and i didnt leave the house for no reason or to leave him. My parents were damaging my mental health (i could go on but its hard to explain emotional abuse)
I hadnt talked properly either to my elder brother or sis because of the situation with my parents and they took me in as if we were still in contact and im grateful for that. They understood my situation as they went through the same thing and its hell.
I've been through open heart surgery when i was 15 and i feel as if i can get through that i can get through anything. But again i feel physically sick and my anxiety/depression has never been worse..it'll never be the same and i wont get to see my bro as much.
Can someone give me advice before i do something stupid?..
Loughborough at number one