well the title says it. I feel rly insecure about everything, my looks (well mostly my big nose), the way I walk (had friends say my walking is funny and that I look rly scared when I walk alone), and idk everything about myself.
When I'm alone walking in the corridors I hear someone laughing I always think it's about me. When I'm late to class and walk in I feel like everyone is looking at me and any laugh I hear I think it's about me. When I walk I keep on turning around and I keep on losing balance and feeling so hot of embarrassment like everyone is looking at me. I can't even eat infront of people! Like even infront of friends I feel shy to eat properly like all of them are finished and I still just started eating. I avoid staying in the canteen and try to find a place where no one sees me to eat sometimes or sometimes I just forget about it. however I do feel much better when I'm with friends. Like still when people I'm not rly used to come up to our group and talk to us I'm still quiet but I feel better. but Idk I want to overcome this so badly especially because I want to be a lawyer and a lawyer needs to be , u k have a strong personality not shy and speak up.
I asked my friend and she told me she used to be the same and she overcame it but I doubt it cuz she is so popular and screams and laughs a lot infront of people rly loudly. I still asked her how she overcame it and she said idk it was just natural.
guys plz any advice?
Also sorry for the horrible writing.
What are the downsides?