People asking why they told their parents, please stop. What's done is done, and that's not the issue here.Alisha you need to talk to someone who's an adult who aren't your parents, and tell them how you feel about Islam and how your parents have threatened you with sending you back to Pakistan. If it were me (I'm 18 and still in school) this would be a trusted teacher or an adult at school. If you don't have anyone like that you could call childline if you feel comfortable doing that.Now, depending on how much you don't want to be sent back to Pakistan, if worst comes to worst and they are putting you on a plane against your wishes, put a metal spoon in your knickers before you leave for the airport. This will be picked up by the sensors and the airport staff will take you into a separate room where you can talk to them about what's happening - they will know what to do as putting a spoon in your pants is advice given by anti human trafficking organisations.I really hope this helps - I have a friend who I know online and before I knew them they were sent to live in Palestine from the US, and I want to help stop that happening to anyone else. If you have anymore questions, feel free to ask!