I love my girlfriend and anyone can't tell me i don't. this is a girl who needs to feel loved appreciated. after a week i cheated, one night stand sort of thing i was drunk but i will never justify it and i went to her house and realized that i truly loved her and its been nearly a month since this happened, i've told a few of my mates so around 8 and i knew i couldn't trust 2 of em and i was right. my girlfriend has her best friend whos boyfriend im mates with and the 2 i couldnt trust told both of them. i have a party on saturday which everyone is nearly invited. and my girlfriend has like a best mate whos a guy and is probs the strongest in our year. i know this is all confusing. but if my girlfriends best friend knows theres not much time till my girlfriend finds out, she is excited for the party and i cant tell her then and im planning to tell her on monday and her good strong friend but how do i do this i don't want to loose her even though i know i will.