i'm in my last month of my first year which is a foundation year. I still live in uni halls but have to travel 10 miles/day to a college. Uni promised me the best experience of my life. A time to cherish, but I now I can't see anything in that. I stay in my room with the free time I have and rarely talk to my flatmates who I used to get on with. They've made a friendship group now which I'm not a part of and i dont really like their new friends. I have one friend who I see everyday at college but apart from that I keep to myself. I stopped going out clubbing after freshers and I just never enjoyed it. I try the swimming club occasionally but little time to train has meant I don't really know any of them even though I've been a member for 7 months. I keep to myself most of the time now and I think I'm starting to lose it. My social skills are rubbish now and I'm an awkward person to be around. I was fine before uni. I miss home and everything to do with it. Its got to the point where Im counting down the days until exams are over. Laying in bed hearing my flatmates laugh and become best friends makes me a little jelous and just reminds me that I couldn't do that. I know you're probably thinking why don't I just try to talk to my flatmates more & invest myself into being more sociable but I just feel that its too late now. I have a job as a lifeguard, I try to go to the gym a fair amount and Im in college a lot of the time which means unlike my flatmates, I dont have much spare time. I wish uni had turned out better for me. If its like this for the next 3 years I cant see myself finishing it. If anyone can relate to this then feel free to comment. Cheers