Almost a year ago I met this wonderful, beautiful, amazing girl and we just kind of clicked together. Talking to eachother was so easy, we had so much in common and the chemistry was wonderful.
I felt like I was falling in love, but I was too scared to tell her. Eventually, I decided I should be honest about my feelings and told her. I included the words I love you. She said she felt the same and we cuddled. I felt so happy. I took her home to meet my family and she stayed over for a few nights.
Gradually we became more and more intimate, until one night we slept together and I have never felt more happy in my entire life. It was such a beautiful moment and it was my first time with somebody too. She told me she loved me and that she had never felt this way before and that the wonderful thing is, is that not only do we love each other, but we're also each others best friend.
Next morning, I called her, saying that I am so blessed to have her in my life and that last night was wonderful. All of a sudden she was really cold.
It's been weeks now and she hasn't initated a single thing with me
It's breaking my heart
I've seen her since and she's not explaining why. She doesn't even hug me anymore. I actually cried in front of her and she just remained cold and only said told me that I've done nothing wrong.
I can't stop thinking about her,
I'm empty and have no motivation in life to do anything -
I can't let go of her, even though I should - the loss is too much. She still wants to be my friend, but I've told her that is too hard for me now and to just come back to me
My heart is so broken. I've cried every day for about 8 weeks