So i'm writing this post because I'm at a loss for what to do. As you can see from the title, it seems I wasn't happy with my girlfriend, but now I'm realising i'm not happy without her either.
Basically the relationship lasted for about 2 years, but for at least the last 6 or so months I was getting gradually more unhappy within it. Eventually, I got the guts to break it off with her, and it was really hard, she didn't want to.
For the next month or so after breaking up, she was texting me almost every day, often several times a day about wanting to get back together or fixing things, but I was very content and sure I'd made the right decision.
Now another month has passed, and yesterday I found myself thinking about her, but this time I realised I missed her. I tried to dismiss the feeling and shake it off, but today the thoughts came back again.
I just don't understand, in the end I was miserable in the relationship, but now it seems like I'm unhappy without her aswell, so what on earth am I supposed to do?
Also worth noting is this isn't the first time- I've been with her before and broke up with her because I was unhappy, but after 6 months we gave it another try, and 2 years later here we are. The first time was the same- I got back with her because once again I was unhappy after the first breakup, but I was also unhappy while I was with her? Seems like an impossible situation, any insight would be appreciated.