Thank you so much. I've been in college this year doing courses I don't like, English and history. I was forced to do because the teacher said I wouldn't be able to do science when I enrolled. I've got an offer to go do a different college and do BTEC applied science this September. But I want to do biology A level alongside it really badly. I've emailed the head of science A level to tell him all of this and about the accident, which I actually had two of, one in 2015 and one in 2016. By the time I took my GCSEs in 2017, I was depressed and wasn't in a lot of pain, and couldn't concentrate whatsoever. I was also bullied in high school throughout and I hated it so much. So many different factors had affected me in high school. Currently in college right now, I've not been going in, my attendance is 68% because I have to travel far and I'm in too much pain to travel and To concentrate and sit in lesson. I'm currently having physiotherapy and acupuncture and am on the road to recovery. The fact I might not be able to do biology A level and make something of myself and fulfil my dream is making me suicidally depressed even more. The new college I want to go to want to see the reports from the college I'm in at the moment, like attendance and my grades which are B in my English mock, D in psychology and U in history because I just didn't try at all. I had no interest in these subjects and were persuaded to do them by the teacher at enrolment. I've scheduled a meeting, but what do u even say? I'm going to the GP later to discuss my pains and my depression. I've contacts my solicitor for evidence of how the accidents have affected me, and even she thinks it's unfair that I was doing so well in high school up until I had the accidents. I was in set one for science all throughout high school. I really believe in myself, and I don't even know how considering I'm so depressed. These are the GCSE grades I managed to get:
Maths - 5
English language - 8
Art and design - A
Chemistry - B
French - B
Biology - C
Performing arts - B
English literature - B/6
ICT - B
Physics - C
Citizenship studies - B
I had to resit maths within a few months at the college I'm currently at in November. My high school taught maths poorly and the teacher was swapped a number of times. The teacher got bullied by the students most of the times in my class and the few of us who wanted to learn, couldn't. So we was not prepared at all. I really don't know what to do. If they want to see how I'm currently doing in college now, I'm not even attending and they definitely will not want to have me. I just need someone to give me a chance. One chance to prove I can do it.