OMg..... I can really relate, we had a flea infestation and gosh know one actually understands how horrible it is, the bites, the hoovering, it's exhausting. And my family is just a whole different level, we say we're close to outsiders but whenever we try and do things everything feels forced and unnatural, I hate it, I just find myself turning to God for help most the time and crying in prayer. What can you do i guess.