I got rejected from MSc Refugee and Forced Migration Studies today. However, I do not feel inadequate - but I will sound like a sore loser for the following.
I have a few things going for me:
- I am on course for a high first class (this year, so far, I have averaged 78%, but I am hoping to get this into the 80s with my dissertation) and I am one of the top ten students in my year.
- The essays I gave in to admissions were graded 84% and 82%.
- I had brilliant references from the Heads of my Business School.
- I started my degree at 17, a year younger than everyone, but still managed to achieve better grades than those older than me.
- My dissertation is on refugees; a comparative study in the immigration systems of the UK and Australia in relation to refugees - a direct link to the course.
- I have relevant work experience (but also years of experience as a manager). I worked with a leading academic in refugee studies in my university putting on seminars to raise awareness for the Rohingya refugee crisis.
- I met the course leader in November, and he said he would look out for my application - but has ignored the two emails I have sent him over the course of the year. I also spoke to a girl that did the course the previous year, and she seemed to think it would be pretty easy for me to get in.
- I am not reliant on a loan or a scholarship to get in (I thought the inheritance from my father would be nice to use on an Oxford degree, I know how proud he would have been of me, if I had gotten in).
However, I believe I didn't get in because international students are favoured over UK students; UK student fees are £21,200, whereas international is £26,960. I am unpublished and I am from an old polytechnic university which is not very prestigious. When I visited the Refugee Studies Centre, in Oxford, I was quite surprised at how multicultural it was, and I looked forward to being a part of that being half Asian myself.
I think Oxford is quite money orientated, thus the £75 course fee, and a £5,000 increase (in one year) of course fees (for the course I applied to). Last year the course cost £16,000.
So, I do not feel inadequate or that I wasn't good enough, because I think I probably was good enough. But the competition was very strong, and I think being a UK citizen, and not the alumni of Oxford, or another prestigious university worked strongly against me.
I would love for someone to tell me I am wrong about everything, and that I am deluding myself to feel better - so please feel free to challenge me on it, as I am just speculating. I do not want to appear to be making excuses for my failures and put the blame on others, so please, PLEASE, pLeAsE call me out! But I do hope that this post is a little pick me up for other people who were rejected. I am sure you were excellent candidates that had the capacity to study at Oxford.