Ok wells here the deal
im on an un planned gap year at the moment.. it wa un planned b/c i went to uni..but hated where i went and what i was studying ( my ucas app got funked up on the day of results so my 1st choice uni gave me a course i didnt want and never offered me anything else) so i was left to go inot clearing and etcc etcc
but yeah i "withdrew" of uni around october time.. ive gone from job to job earning money here and there..but i really feel lonely.
I went from being head boy of my 6th form, having great mates, going clubbing all the time etcc.. to now staying at home most nights, all my friends have gone to uni and have made a choice
not to keep in touch. I know this b/c i have seen many of them out and about, i've questioned them why they havent kept in touch and they have given me the most lame excuses ever e,g "OMG My reception is always so bad in my halls".. i've sent hello messages on facebook and got nothing back.
this sucks even more as all the people i chilled with back in college were my BEST friends, i spent all my time with them etcc.. and for them to just totally forget me sucks. big time.
I hardly use my phone these days as no one calls/ texts me.. just the family mainly.
It just sucks because i've never felt this way before, ive never felt alone.. i have my family and stuffs but like ive never not had friends.. i've always had atleast ONE person i could chill with.. but now i have no one.. at all.
It just sucks