Hi all! I know this seems like a thought provoking question, but this is necessary, for me at least. It is known that I don't get on well with my father. But lately he is being extra mean with asbestos on top, and it's feeling like a repeat of when I was fourteen.
Basically, I'm a bitch, I'm a selfish cow, I don't deserve to live under this roof, I should never have been born, I've ruined his life, I deserve people to hate me because I am horrible etc etc. I'm not going to say I don't say bad things back, because I do, but lately it's really been getting to me, and I feel like I just don't wanna go home, I feel insecure, unsure, undeserving, insignificant, paranoid and distrustful.
I just don't know what to do, and kind of need some advice.