just realised my only friend is a snake

bassically i have no friends at school, they dont despise me, i havent done something for everyone to hate me but rather they just dont care about me. people pretend to care about me at school but when it comes to the holidays or afterschool i suddenly dont exist. the only friend i do have, i occasionaly talk to outside of school, never met up but sometimes chat. thing is, recently she has started being like the rest. she blanks me, she ignores me, she purposely opens my snaps 6 hours later to give an excuse as to not reply. she puts no effort in our convos, i often have to repeat myself and its always me that asks the questions and something to talk about. i think the only reason we are friends is because we get the train together so we are kind of forced to talk to eachother. shes really nice to me at school, which makes me think that shes just a fake friend that doesnt want to feel guilty about her not liking me. honestly id rather her just say she doesnt like talking to me outside of school, it would be heartbreaking as shes my only friend but its even worse when she hides it because shes too afraid to tell me. im in year 11, i finish next week for the summer. obviously, i want to ditch this person, now im just worried because my summer will be awful because ill have nobody to talk to, what do i do?

Get a job and meet new people

i did give my cv to a few places, but i got my phone number wrong...

I've heard NCS is good for making friends

Don't worry, I don't have many friends. But then again, I dislike seeing people outside college and just generally dislike hanging out with people...

That’s annoying. But if you remember the locations of those places you could always go back there and see? If you’re looking for a new friend I’m here btw

is it too late to apply for it?

if i go back what should i say? would admitting i got it wrong make it look like i didnt care when making my cv?

i thought you were talking about a pet snake

bassically i have no friends at school, they dont despise me, i havent done something for everyone to hate me but rather they just dont care about me. people pretend to care about me at school but when it comes to the holidays or afterschool i suddenly dont exist. the only friend i do have, i occasionaly talk to outside of school, never met up but sometimes chat. thing is, recently she has started being like the rest. she blanks me, she ignores me, she purposely opens my snaps 6 hours later to give an excuse as to not reply. she puts no effort in our convos, i often have to repeat myself and its always me that asks the questions and something to talk about. i think the only reason we are friends is because we get the train together so we are kind of forced to talk to eachother. shes really nice to me at school, which makes me think that shes just a fake friend that doesnt want to feel guilty about her not liking me. honestly id rather her just say she doesnt like talking to me outside of school, it would be heartbreaking as shes my only friend but its even worse when she hides it because shes too afraid to tell me. im in year 11, i finish next week for the summer. obviously, i want to ditch this person, now im just worried because my summer will be awful because ill have nobody to talk to, what do i do?

NCS definitely. It may be too late but the people who run it seem really eager to give eveyone the opportunity to join, so you may be in luck if people have dropped out. I am taking my A Levels at the moment and 2 years ago I did it and I made most of my friends there that I hang out with at the moment.

ur only friend is a pet snake. try getting human friends who can actually talk and share emotions with u.