Nah, absolutely not. You're overthinking it. For the most part of my life, I was this kid. I had a best friend and we hung out every day yet it was always her who suggested what we did and where we went. That's how our relationship worked. I was timid and although we were comfortable with each other, initiating a conversation or putting forward an idea of my own was never something I did. That's just how some people are and you have to accept that. Now, I've come out of my shell and grown in confidence. I have a new best friend and I'm the one who invites her around to my place and arranges times to hang out rather than her. Not to say she's alike how I used to be at all, I just tend to get there first.