so I have this friend, we're not like best friends but we're also friends with each other's friends and I'm invited to her birthday party so close ish pals
I don't have the burning desire to ask her out but I would probably say yes if she asked me, I think about her quite a lot but I dont get any of the like racing heart or sweaty palms business around her
can't imagine sex but I can't imagine that with anyone anyway yikes
maybe im just lonely or put off by the fact I know she's straight {although questioning??)
idk emotions are wild