Day 2 - 27/6/2018
Rant
I am naturally quite insecure. I’ve become obsessive that my bunnies don’t love me. I know it sounds trivial but I got very upset about it and my mum tried so much to convince me that they do love me.
Reflection
I’ve been doing a lot of drawing at the moment. I’m making some designs that I can have as tattoos when my scars heal. I know that self harm discussions are not allowed but I’m 3 days completely clean and that’s a record! Trying to keep going. However, that means that my mood is very low. I don’t have the release I normally have and trying to find alternatives feels nearly impossible. I feel very low today... but that's not particularly unusual for me.