basically i have a love/hate relationship with my mum. one day she can be really nice to me and we get on really well and then other days its like she absolutely hates me and picks on every tiny thing that i do wrong.
like yesterday we were fine and went shopping together but then today she just starting having a go at me for not going out with my friends as i'm at uni and have just returned for easter. then she asked me if i was going to my cousins birthday with her friends and i said no because i don't know her friends and would feel quite uncomfortable and in the way if i went. mum thinks i'm just making excuses. i admit that i'm not a very outgoing person and my self esteem is quite low, but her being like this is not helping. she even once said to me that i was embarassing and i was fat and should lose weight. i have PCOS which means i have a lot of excess hair on my body/face. this has also not helped my self esteem.
i told her to shut up once and she realy shouted at me and said 'don't ever say that to me again! you do nothing for this family how dare you tell me to shut up!'
i don't no how she can say that as i help whenever i can, i help in the kitchen, i help my dad with some of his business work as he is self employed, aswell as doing my own uni work. actually when she was shouting at me about not doing anything for the family i was just doing something to help out my dad! argh!!! sorry i just needed a rant. i feel that she compares me to everyone else, especially my cousins. does anyone else have this problem?
sorry for the long post.