I've been with my girlfriend (of 18 years old and I am also 18 years old btw) for 2 years and like 3 months, the first year was just amazing, we had so much fun we spend all the time together with friends and alone it was perfect. Then something happend, I was in like a summer camp in 11 grade and one day in the summer camp a girl got in my back so I could piggy back her cause her leg hurted so I lift her up for a little time and I totally forgot that happend (the girl that I piggy backed was a friend that I had in the camp). So yeah after that happend when the camp ended my girlfriend found pictures that I didn't show her cause I didn't know they were sush a bug deal, the pictures were selfies with frinds (female and male frends) and she found a picture were I piggy backed a girl (the girl that I talked about earlier) and I didn't know sombody took a picture of us when I was piggy backing her, my girlfriend was furious I didn't tell her about the pictures and that I didn't tell her I piggy backed that girl, I didn't tell her cause I ididnt know it was a big deal, anyway from that day forward she has had some issues, she has extreme trust issus, extreme jealousy issus, she is super insecure (and I don't know why because I swear she is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen). She has a lot of issus like that and it's getting worst and worst at the beginning was normal but now she has extreme issus and I've tried everything to help her , she don't even want to got to therapy or something, so now basically I can't go out ANYWHERE not even to church or to my grandmother's house (I know it's crazy) I only go out if it's with her, she donsnt let me not even with my family , and if someday my parents presure me to go out and I don't have an option i have to go walking texting my girlfriend and looking at the floor cause she dosnt trust me at all she thinks that I am going to be checking girls out or something and I don't do that , I also can't watch movies because of the nudity and ****, if we're going to watch a movie she has to check the "parents guide" of the movie to check if it has nudity and even if it dosnt have nudity she checks if there is a pretty girl and if it has nudity just a little bit or a pretty actress we can't watch the movie, the thing is that she goes out everywhere and watches whatever she wants, so basically wtf do I do in my house? Nothing cause I can't go out can't watch anything , she even gets jealous of my cousins and that's gross, so yeah
that is my life right now and I feel like I have to break up with her no matter how much I love her because I'm starting college now and what em I going to do there? Text my girlfriend all day and look at the floor all day? I don't want that I want to make friends and I wouldn't be able to do it if I am with my girlfriend, also my family goes out a lot and I used to go put with them a lot now they think I am afraid of society , i don't know what to do, should I leave her? I don't know how to I've tried but I don't know how to , I am going to finish here but I haven't even finish , please reply guys (BTW I'm sorry if my grammar is bad sometimes I'm from Puerto Rico my first language is spanish)