TRIGGER WARNING
Today, on the 29th of July 2018 at 1:10pm, my little baby boy was ran over. He tried to follow my sister over the road when she was walking our dog. A car came speeding round the roundabout and hit mow ( my cat ). My sister came running in the house screaming because it was just outside and we live right on a main road. My mam and dad ran outside panicking and i just sat there because I didn't know what was happening. My mam ran into the house crying. I asked " what's happened?" and she said mow got ran over" and I said " is he okay?" and she said "no.. he is dead", while she was still crying.
I didn't know what to do. I just sat and cried for 10minutes. I wasn't allowed to see my cat because everyone who saw him said he had blood all over his face and I would be traumatised. The car that hit him just drove off and didn't even bother to see if he was okay.
Tonight, my whole family came round for dinner and they all knew and where asking me if I was okay. of course I said yes and that I was fine but I wasn't. I was broken and as I am writing this I'm crying my eyes out. bless his little soul.
Can anyone help me please because I am so upset right now I don't think I will ever get over my boy ☹💔. All I'm thinking is what if I shut the cat flap and didn't let him out. he would still be here, All curled up on my bed. now I'm never going to see him again and I feel so bad Its all my fault.
we are making him a little memorial in my garden but I think it will just make me sadder. thanks for any replies 💔
edit: also I feel sorry for my dog because they were best friends. I feel like she knows and misses him a lot