Thing is, ever since I’ve considered doing medicine, it’s stuck. I can’t go a day without thinking about doing it and the more I learn about medicine courses/being a doctor ect the more it makes me desperate to do it! I’ve started to really try hard at school to make sure I can get the gcses I need but.. I feel like it’s a long journey and I’m so stressed about actually getting there. I know I shouldn’t worry bc I’m only young ect ect but I just cant see myself doing anything else. I feel like only prestigious students who go to grammar schools and get like a*s consistently will go for medicine and I feel so intimidated! I want to be the same idk ‘league’ as them but I’d be the first in my family to study anything like it. The whole getting gcses at A/A* , then getting A/A* at a levels (which would be science a levels) , then sitting the UKCAT then writing a personal statement then sitting through interviews and MMIs jUST to get to med school. Like I’m both motivated and terrified bc I wouldn’t say I’m the type of person that would do medicine. Idk I want it so bad but it also scares me! I just want to look into the future to see if what I’m doing is actually going anywhere..