Hey Kiki,
I hope today was good for you and you achieved higher than expected/expected grades you wanted. However, just know that no matter what grades you get, I'm proud of you and so are your parents (hopefully!) You were in a really bad place when you took your exams, something that was out of your control, so don't get too mad/upset at yourself. You're way too hard on yourself when it comes to your grades/education and you always try to be perfect but perfection can't always be achieved, and that's okay.
You worked really really hard (maybe too much) during your 2 years at college for your exams but your grades don't define you or how smart you are! If your grades aren't that good and you miss your firm (and/or insurance) offer, it's not the end of the world. You have so many options available to you - resit exams, gap year, apprenticeship, access course etc. This is just a setback which happens in life, and you will live through it and keep on fighting and you're going to do so well in your degree!
Stay strong and stay positive - you are stronger and smarter than you think!
Love Kiki, 13th August 2018 💖