Message to myself:
Dear me;
When you come back, I want and need you to concentrate on your physical, mental and emotional health properly.
Yes, everyone goes through things. You got over the previous things, because something worse happened. There's another way to get over things, to have something better happen.
Let's make and let great things happen.
Don't block out your emotions, or you become really crazy. Feel them and learn to deal and manage them. For yours and everyone elses sake. Good luck, you need it.
One day I'll love you,
Me xx
P.S.
Take extra special care these next few days
You are not alone
In the darkness, Allah/God is with you.
And that should be enough.