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Practising mindfulness is not as easy as I would like to think :lol:
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Look at the positives in people and ignore the faults and negatives. We need more love, not hate.
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Dear me,
Be thankful for another chance,
If nothing, at least you are alive
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Slowly rebuilding my life all over again, this time round, properly. With people who actually care, or alone, placing trust in no one but my Lord. Don't ever give up, this world I've already given up, all I need is that inner peace and contentment and that is fine by me, come what may.

It's funny how one or two moments can change your view on life forever, it's funny how that person you were few years ago is completely a stranger now, it's funny how things will continue to change. Make way for good in your life, and you will thrive.

Don't need any hate, guilt, sadness, darkness, emptiness, bitterness to bring you down. Let go of that dead weight. Move on now. It's time.
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(Original post by SoulfulTwist)
Slowly rebuilding my life all over again, this time round, properly. With people who actually care, or alone, placing trust in no one but my Lord. Don't ever give up, this world I've already given up, all I need is that inner peace and contentment and that is fine by me, come what may.

It's funny how one or two moments can change your view on life forever, it's funny how that person you were few years ago is completely a stranger now, it's funny how things will continue to change. Make way for good in your life, and you will thrive.

Don't need any hate, guilt, sadness, darkness, emptiness, bitterness to bring you down. Let go of that dead weight. Move on now. It's time.
I really needed this one atm. Thank you for making this post :heart:

Hope you get better and stay positive like this
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When you lose everything, you only have things to gain.

Feel extremely tested in every wake of life, but Alhamdulillah, I'm doing good.
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Who said it was going to be easy? This world is not heaven. This world is not hell. It's a mixture of heaven and hell. This may just be your hell parts of the world.
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Strengthen your faith, stay strong. This heart of yours, belongs to one.
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I feel a bit annoyed. Now that things have been set, that's just how they seem to want to keep it. I find it quite... confusing. Not that I'm complaining because I feel good the way things are, as bad as they are :lol: Alhamdulillah.
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This is my recovery, I will recover fully, God willing, it won't come back, it won't cause me any side pains. I will be fine. Life will continue.
And if not, everything will continue running it's course.
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Recovery is the hardest and toughest bit, they say. Can't take back the way you were with people, sorry doesn't eradicate it, doesn't make up for it. There doesn't seem to be a way. Even changed behaviour might not last.
It wasn't real, I tell myself. But I can't fake, it was to me.
Take it slow, you need to recover. Don't block anything out.
One day you'll be able to fully function, just not now
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I want to see things, even the U.K. has such beautiful places
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What you see in others, reflects a lot about you. You see faults, look at yourself first. You see goodness, recognise that within you too. You see insecurity, learn yours. Make it a mirror for yourself.
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(Original post by SoulfulTwist)
What you see in others, reflects a lot about you. You see faults, look at yourself first. You see goodness, recognise that within you too. You see insecurity, learn yours. Make it a mirror for yourself.
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Starting to feel again. Been a long time. Good to be back Alhamdulillah, praise be to God.
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Accepting life as it is is really hard, but things have changed and I can't go back, so need to adapt. I want someone to share my thoughts with, make lame and meaningless convo which makes us laugh, but I just can't be bothered with anything. The reality is so much more different than anyone would realise.
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Accepting life as it is is really hard, but things have changed and I can't go back, so need to adapt. I want someone to share my thoughts with, make lame and meaningless convo which makes us laugh, but I just can't be bothered with anything. The reality is so much more different than anyone would realise.
At least now I feel good, tinged and tainted with this sad/empty feeling but before it was just sad and empty. Last year it was a mixture. Progress! Praise be to God.
Guess it takes something so extreme to push me onto the right track again. Ngl, it's still tough but I want to get better physically and mentally more than ever.
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The old me seems to be coming back, the one who cared for people, the one who would hate to hurt anyone, the one who wouldn't lie, the one who would stay sweet through everything. But a tougher version LOL
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I think I can now correctly call myself a mental nutcase. Body will heal, how long does it take for the mind and heart to heal?
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I want to see things, even the U.K. has such beautiful places
Blackburn is a beautiful place to visit.
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