Can't take it anymore, unable to sleep and just want out

There will always be people in the world like that who seem to enjoy making other people miserable, but you just have to try not to let it get to you, although i know thats easier said than done
I know you feel terrible about ths right now but try to look at the positives, your best friend was supportive when you told them how you feel, which shows you do have good friends and people who are on you side.
You're right, it IS unfair to be singled out and targeted, but things like this happen to EVERYONE at some point, so it's honestly not like you are a worse person than anyone else or anything like that.
There must be something good about your life that you can feel positive about and look foreward to?

I refuse to listen to gossip, if someone tells me they have gossip I tell them in no uncertain terms I don't want to hear it as you say it hurts the person it involves who for some strange reason throughout most of school seems to have been me, I'm sort of the guy every one else can take the mick out of to feel better about themselves =[.

Good for you, most people enjoy gossip lol

Well... at least you arent the guy at my school. He fancies several "popular" girls all at once, he streaked infront of most of the school because he lost a game of table football, he danced erotically with a cone on his first day at school, and he had his glasses put in a VERY questionable place.

He's gossip is more comical though... and he enjoys being the clown I guess

I hope they aren't too mean to you tomorow, but worrying wont do any good. Try to keep positive, and just tell them that laughing about lame things like "who fancies who" is something that got old once you entered highschool. Can't they mind their own buisness, or are their own lives so boring that they have to gossip about yours?

Also, you could try avoid confrontation by not going early to class, or sitting with them at lunch etc. But I hope you realise it doesn't matter what worthless people who are not even your friends think of you anyway, and you won't see them even again once you leave school.

I've been on the receiving end enough times to know its not what I want to do to other people if I can help it at all, this is probably what makes me an easy target though as I have nothing on them, you try to be nice and it gets you nowhere =[

I'm sorry you feel that way, but it will change when you get older as people become more mature.

Maybe be more careful about things you dont want to get arround, how did this guy find out? Either you or your friend must have told someone.

Btw, if you can't sleep, either do something (i typed "someone" lol, freudian slip?!?!) to take your mind off the problem, or drink some warm milk and try to go to sleep again.

There is nothing worse than lying in bed, worrying and getting worked up.

Do you have any family who might be awake you can talk to?

I'm sorry you think of yourself as an easy target, but probably because you are kind and naive, which lots of people think is a sweet personality.

*hug*

Its not the end of the world if people know who you fancy, it could be so much worse. At least you have a really good friend, and the courage to not gossip (And these are just the things that you have said to me lol).

GOOD LUCK